Im Sick of Giving Up

It is so ridiculously easy to say we are going to change. We are faced with so many beautiful bloggers, going to exotic places and preaching about 'how to get the glow'. I feel like every Sunday night I commit to a week of clean eating, yoga and mediation - and here I am, at the end of the week laughing at my optimism.

I have the 'what', the 'how' and the 'why', but I can't change - my room is a tip, I had garlic bread and chocolate for lunch, I haven't done any of my work and I feel like crap.

The worst thing is, I can feel my body screaming at me to change. My tummy is heavy, my skin has broken out and I am drained of energy.

I keep trying to get on top of everything, but I can't seem to make the transition from saying I'm going to change, to actually changing. It seems like all these raw, vegan, superfood goddesses find it all so easy. I am grateful for all the blessings in my life but the truth is I just feel inferior and my visions feel out of reach. How do I make next week different?